Prayer of Suffering, Wonder and Questions

Lord,

How do you bear it? How can you watch this much pain in the world? How can you feel every part of the brokenness? I know you don't run from it. But I feel buried in two days of broken stories. So many women have lost their children. So many. I feel like a drop in the bucket of pain and suffering. What do I say, Lord? What comfort can I give? How do I process it all? I believe that you are the source of comfort and hope. How do I access it? How can I be a light of hope to glorify you? Lord, won't you come quickly? Will you please be present in the lives I am encountering? Will you give me words ... yours words to speak? Will you use me? Use my nests? Will you please redeem this? Make it new ... all the children's lives ... all of the mothers who are crushed and deeply grieving. Will you make it undone? Take away death and let your life shine in your people?

How can you watch it? How do you not turn away? How can you feel this much and more?